Touch

I object.

What is the object of your desire?

What is it you object to?

Describe it for me?

How can I describe that which I cannot grasp? Just to look upon her blows my mind. No-one gets me, no-one understands or comprehends or can grasp that which I desire. Even the one I desire does not know, has no knowledge of why… To touch her, is to touch heaven. To experience her is an experience of heaven. To be allowed, to have permission, “to have and to hold” describes it perfectly. ”What on earth are you doing here for heaven’s sake”. It was written all over her T shirt. It was and is engraved upon my heart from the moment I took the picture and resides in my heart and mind even today and forevermore. Is she not just a slice of heaven, a taste of your goodness.

It is all in the touch.

Yet you can be so touchy about the touch.

One touch and you don’t what to let go. For you must embrace that which you cannot grasp.

It is I that compels you. It is I that draws you. For that which I have brought together must touch.

In order to gather, you must be together.

In order to conceive, you must come together.

In order to produce, you must give birth.

In order to multiply, you must receive my assistance.

For I have called you out.

Out from the place of lack.

Out from the place of “trying”.

For try as you might, try with all your might, you could not conceive.

For I did not call you to conceive naturally, I did not call you to produce the one, I called you to conceive the many, to give birth to the many. Multiplied multiples is what I have called you to.

Where you struggled to conceive the one, from the place of abject lack, I brought forth the many.

Have you not seen? Have you not observed? Have you not been paying attention?

How did this all come about?

First you expressed your desire, submitted your desire, you said to me “I desire a girlfriend, a companion, someone to love, and someone who loves me, yet I am ok to just be with me.”

Then I expressed my desire. To you, it was in a moment, in an instant, it was unexpected, it was unplanned, unanticipated for you had given me your desire.

Was it not mind blowing? You remember it like it is happening again now. You could describe it second by second, moment by moment, in intricate detail. Yet you are no closer to comprehending it.

Was it not a moment of wonder, a wonderful moment?

Yet more, a life changing moment, a lesson in wonder.

The love of mystery, the mystery of love.

Two becoming one, two coming together, two in agreement as touching.

You could not help yourself, you needed help, you were so touchy about being touched, yet you could not resist her touch.

You had to come into agreement.

Even when the moment of “personal use” arrived, you had to stop and pause and ask her to consider her position, consider her intent, consider the next level of intimacy.

You wanted to be in agreement at each stage, at every step, in fact your proposal came from a desire to be in agreement, an agreement as to touching, an agreement to stay “in touch”.

There is so much power in your touch.

There is so much of my power in your touch.

Yet it is her touch that awakens your desire…

It is time for the next level, time again to agree as to touching.

Matthew 18:19-20 Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them. Matthew 18:19-20 Again I tell you, if two of you on earth agree (harmonize together, make a symphony together) about whatever anything and everything they may ask, it will come to pass and be done for them by My Father in heaven. For wherever two or three are gathered (drawn together as My followers) in (into) My name, there I AM in the midst of them.

It is time to compose yourself, to receive a new composition, a new sound, a new movement, a new harmony, a new symphony.

For I have drawn you together, for purpose, on purpose.

For you must express your desire.

What is it you desire?

What is it you want to ask of me?

What is your concept that you would like me to conceive, to give birth to, to multiply, to bring forth, to burst forth in the place of lack, instead of lack, as a substitute for lack?

For lack comes from a lack of desire.

What is your desire?

Rest your hand upon that which you desire, touch that which you seek, take hold of that which you seek.

Get, in touch.

Position yourself to be touched.

Come close, for I am drawing you, for I am drawing you close.

For it is I that holds your hand, that moves your hand, that holds the hand of the one you love.